I got into that mood again where I feel like everything has lost significance compared to the crazy stuff happening in the world. Everything I write seems trivial.
Can someone please explain
this to me? WTF is going on? People buy and wear this? o___O Considering how the American government treated prisoners at
Abu Ghraib and how the Iranian government treated the
British hostages, social commentary such as that makes me want to puke.
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Back to my little world.
I never had a fast enough computer to be able to digitally paint with the tablet. I'd try, but the lag would be so bad I'd give up. Now I do have a fast enough computer, but when I tried to paint, there was still lag.... until now.
I dunno what happened (well, I did reinstall os x and cleaned up the computer after the nasty hard drive incident a few weeks ago). Having enough ram now I decided to give it another shot... and photoshop is responding nicely. There is still tons of lag when I want to use the smudge tool but who cares if the brush is working so wonderfully! (I don't care now, but I have a feeling I will in the future). These paintings were done with just the airbrush tool.
My first goof off:

Yeah, I know, it was just a quickie. I had to abandon it because we went to all-you-can-eat sushi for Larv's birthday.
Next try:

Way better I think. Mostly painted while watching
The Daily Show.Digital painting is way faster than actually painting. And way cleaner too. Having control over each layer of paint and also having the "free-transform" tool sure makes it a lot easier. I haven't decided if this is a good thing or a bad thing. It certainly makes me sloppy and less accurate knowing I can change the proportions and I can always "undo". I have to get familiar with the other brushes and tools in photoshop. Using only the airbrush just doesn't bring any texture to the painting.
The paintings themselves are nothing to write home about, but I am pleased with my use of the tablet with photoshop and for my first tries, they aren't so bad. This also makes me realize even more that I'm better at painting than drawing.
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We played the Wii at Brenden's house this weekend. I am hooked! Where the heck can I find one? I've been faithfully and regularly checking out Zellers, Toys R Us, EB Games, etc...etc... I'll even buy one at Walmart if I have to even though I've been successfully boycotting it for months.
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I hate racism, homophobia and misogyny. I also hate it when people stoop to that level to insult. Why are those people so evil? And the phrase, "Compassionate Conservative" is the most ridiculous thing ever. Compassionate to who? Other selfish bastards? (Please excuse my horrid language... I just don't know of a better word to describe these people).